A WaLk tO ReMeMBeR..

That’s been such a long time I didn’t update my blog.. Really busy lately..  Freelance jobs, final year projects, Japanese classes.. Monday to Sunday, all contribute to them. Friends, sorry cuz I’m not able to spend my time with you guys lately. How am I lately? As usual.. Keeping myself busy and fulfill my every single day..

That was a sad incident 2 weeks ago.. my grandmother passed away.. my beloved grandma.. It was too sudden, and I couldn’t accept it.. Seriously.. I love her so much.. My heart was broken into million pieces when I felt no heartbeat and pulse of her. The week was the saddest days in my life.. I just couldn’t get my mind out of her.. Her smile, every single expression of her.. Grandma, please rest in peace.. I miss you T.T

I’m alright.. Don’t worry, I’ll take good care of myself.. I’m going to be tough and conquer all the sadness.

Time will do its part..

‘FRIENDS’.. what does it means to you?

Someone accompany you when you are bored?

Someone always hangs out and has fun with you?

Someone you will look for when you need helps?

Perhaps different people will have different thoughts..

For me, friends mean a lot..

Friends are people who will never leave you behind.

They will always by your side, no matter when you are at the top of the world or when your heart is filled with sadness..

Friends always here to support, share your laughter, share your tears..

When you smile, they smile; when you cry, their heart was broken too..

I’m very lucky, yea, really. I have friends that always by my side, understand me so well, accompany me during the worst time and support me all the while..

They just know the way to make me feel comfortable when I’m really sad..

Friend.. is someone that we need to appreciate.. so much..

Well, if you have friends who always by your side, do appreciate them..

Never make them down~

Thanx my dear friends~ Love you guys lots, muaks!

p/s: cheer for Chong Wei in Beijing Olympics badminton final~ Proud of him!!

好久沒有寫部落了.. 雖然依然忙碌, 但是日子過得很好, 很開心, 很充實 ^^ 現在, 正在考慮著final year project 和 placement 的問題. 今天和coursemates 去看電影’ The Mummy 3’, 個人覺得還是第一集和第二集比較讚.

嗯.. 談些不一樣的吧.. 身邊有些正在戀愛中的朋友, 感情雖然已經蛮久了, 但依然很close, 很sweet. 和他們一起時, 總覺得像在看日劇般的, 那種感覺甜甜的.. 雖然很肉麻, 但是卻令人羨慕. 要在感情路上遇到對的人, 真的不容易.. 如果遇上了, 一定要珍惜哦~!

7月中, 參與了 wagashi workshop & bon odori 盆踊り. Wagashi workshop 是一個做日本傳統甜品的課程, 由japan foundation 舉辦. 甜品師父專程從日本來到馬來西亞, 他們的手工很棒, 很細膩.

7月12日, 蔡さん, 穎儀和我一起參與bon odori盆踊り. 一身浴衣 (yukata) 打扮的我, 走動有些不習慣. 今年的盆踊り和去年大同小異, 但是我們還是盡興. 最可笑的是, 我們還去mamak 喝茶.. 所有人以奇異的眼神看著我, 使得我渾身不自在 -.-

これは私の一番日本語で書いたブログです。　日本語がまだ上手になりませんから、間違いがたくさんあったら、ごめんね。　最近、私はとても忙しいです。　大学のテストと宿題は多いですから。　

先週の水曜日、私と大学の友たち一緒にぺトロサイースヘ行った。　とても楽しかった。
土曜日、私は国際交流基金クアラルンプール　日本文化センター(Japan Foundation Kuala Lumpur) へ入学試験に行った。　しかし、その試験はできなかった。　たくさん語彙と読み文はわからなかった。　がっかりしたね。　合格するか、どうか、まだわかりません。　

土曜日の夜、友達と一緒に Station One で晩御飯を食べた。　私たちはいろいろ話した。　

あと２週間で期末試験だ。　今、一生懸命勉強しなければなりませんね。　いい成績がほしいですから。　がんばってください～！

Today, after had breakfast with bro, I went to kindy. I miss my children loads~! that’s been quite some times I din go back to see them, cuz this few months I was really busy on tests, reports and assignments. I was so happy to see them, Hang Hang, Ken Ken, Wah Wah, Ryan, Mei Xin, etc etc..Juz 3 months, they grew taller. Miss those time when I was teaching them, sang songs and rhymes with them. My 1st batch of students, who were my 3 years old little monsters 2 years ago.. Now already 5..

Honestly, I really enjoy to be a part-time kindy teacher. You know what? Children are just too cute and you just can’t help to love them so so much. "I Love You~!’ is what they like to tell and Huggies are what they like to give. What they do will Melt your heart~ They used to ask lots of questions(because of their curiosity).. "Why the sun is there?", "Where is the World?", "Why are you drinking?", "What are you doing?", and so on.

Becoming a kindy teacher, I learned a lot. How to educate a child, what is the proper way to educate them, how to communicate with them, etc etc. Whenever I see they learned and picked up lessons, I feel proud and happy. You know what, 2 of my children who are just 1+,  are able to read alphabets A-Z and arrange flash cards (eg : A for Apple, B for Banana,… Z for Zoo)   ^^  well, now they already 2+.

Sometimes, my friends asked me, " Why do you work during this sem break? It’s only 3 weeks.. Why don’t you just take some rest?" well, I enjoy to spend time with them, although sometimes it’s tiring, it worth~!

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最近, 心情糟的很.. 很不開心.. 昨天, 胃和肚子很痛.. 看了醫生, 原來是食物中毒.. 最近不知怎麼了.. 不好的通通往我而來..

淚海已經蒸發了, 狂風暴雨後, 會有雨過天晴的一天吧? 我的天空甚麼時候不再這麼灰, 恢復天晴呢? 陽光, 甚麼時候再普照?  我的笑容, 你藏起來了嗎?

《沒有他的日子》

黑夜的每個角落
都充斥著他的身影
瀰漫著他的氣味
殘留著他的笑聲
他與她的感覺漸漸失去
雖然失去了
至少你曾經擁有
和他一起笑著走過的一段路..

-《最美麗的第7天》

好久沒寫部落了.. 這幾個星期里, 發生了好多好多事..距離, 原來那麼的殘酷. 難過, 心痛, 不捨.. 種種難以形容的心情環繞著我. 失去, 真的很痛. 不挽留, 也因為太愛.. 所以, 最後的疼愛 是手放開. 祝福, 是我現在能給的.

現在, 某些習慣還是改不了. 習慣一大清早起床, 看看電腦螢幕.. 習慣看看不一樣的時間.. 我明白的.. 這已是個句號, 不能改變的事實. 我會慢慢的習慣.. 讓時間沖淡. 我沒有後悔, 也不遺憾.. 因為全心全意的付出過, 也真心真意的愛過.

要加油哦~! 一定要.. 你和我都一定要加油. 要讓自己做得更好..

身邊的家人, 朋友, 知己.. 謝謝你們.. 謝謝你們陪我度過我最傷心的時候, 謝謝你們為我流淚, 謝謝你們的安慰.. 抱歉, 讓你們擔心了.

我會加油的.. 放心吧~!

Long time din back to this blog.. just to tell u guys i’m alrite.. no worries.

Thanx..

作词:杨明学作曲:李偲菘
又站在你家的门口
我们重复沉默
这样子单方面的守候
还能多久
终于你开口向我诉说她有多温柔
虽然你还握着我的手
但我已不在你心中
我真的懂
你不是喜新厌旧
是我没有
陪在你身边
当你寂寞时候
别再看着我
说着你爱过
别太伤痛
我不难过
这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流
我也不懂
就让我走
让我开始享受自由
回忆很多
你的影子也会充满我生活
我并不懦弱
你比谁都懂
虽然寂寞
这会是我
最后的宽容
抱紧我
再抱紧我
这一份感动
请你让我留在胸口
别再说是你的错
爱到了尽头
是非对错
就让它随风
忘了所有
过得比你快活
不要再说
或许这是最好的结果
现在分手
总好过你不爱我一拖再拖
松开你的手
离开你左右
我向前走
这会是我
真正的解脱